I want a time machine.

Its march already.
Been a week since my last post,
a month since i last blogged,
two months since school reopened,
half a year since promos,
a year since march 08.

How time flies.
Seems like how a few years back,
i was still facinated with gameboys
and playing hide n seek.

I see friends my age,
in NS,
in jc,
in poly,
in ite,
in shatec,
in laselle, etc.
You get the point.
In the short span of 1 or 2 years,
everyone is at different places now
maybe even in different stages of their life.
This friday, 6th march,
is the release date of the A level results.
Many are telling me about their
mixed feelings towards the results,
about how they are missing life in school,
about not needing to find work,
about everything they no longer can have.
Im feeling it too.
Time is passing too fast.
Actually in fact,
i dont even want time to pass.
If only it could rewind a year,
and then pause,
or to keep repeating the same few months,
over and over again.

Some people look forward to becoming more mature
'the coming of age' or whatever
where they can finally drink,
drive, buy cigs, have sex, vote against the pap etc.
But i dun wanna grow up.
You can call me childish,
but being at this stage doesnt mean
you have to act like an ignorant fool.
It just means you have less worries,
less commitments,
less problems.
If you think life now is stressful,
wait till you grow older,
get married,
form a family.
Then you will know how much you miss life now.


All i want is a time machine,
and a second chance.


[ Edit 03/20/2009 ]
The second chance is not for promos.
Im fine with the way that went.