Everyday i wake up more drained than before.
Seriously why do i care?
I dont know why either.

Tired of life
Tired of trying
Tired of everything
Its always the same

But at the end of the day,
i still do it.
Why?



I don't know.

If i were to dedicate one post to every single retard.

The internet would crash.

Update,
update,
update,
update.

This is an update.

Rather mundane week as per normal.
Not really feeling anything much,
even though promos has already ended.
Its not that i want to enjoy the break after promos,
its just that i dont want what comes before and during the exams.
But still, after passing various exams.
Big or small,
in school or on a national level,
it has lost its significance to me.
Ask me a math question and i may be able to ans it.
Ask me what i wanna do in future in my life
you will have me dumbfounded.
Your guess is as good as mine,
maybe even better.





Looking for something that isnt there.
butimtiredoflifetiredoftryingtiredofeverything
Maybe im just trying too hard.


If thats what its gonna be,
then thats how its gonna be.
Futile attempts will be spared.

My Heart
Paramore

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours
(My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

Please don't go now, please don't fade away
(My heart is yours)
Please don't go now, please don't fade away
(My heart is yours)
Please don't go, please don't fade away
Please don't go now, please don't fade away
(My heart is...)

Nice catch but dubious though



Ana Ivanovic's funny reaction to a mis shot



Roger Federer and Maria Sharapova.
James Blunt - Your Beautiful

Recap of the whole week:


Monday 29 09 2008

Had physics paper 1 mcq first
and human geo paper in the afternoon
and then promos are over!
Played frisbee/netball/handball
everyone busy practicing for IHG on thu
IHG = inter house games
after that dinner at bpp
subway is the only way
and then some of us bought a swiss roll
for joshua's birthday then went to bukit timah
where some others were eating dinner after playing lan
first time buying a swiss roll as bday cake
the boss of the shopw as quite friendly
maybe he was just trying to get more business lol
played some pool at
bukit timah shopping centre basement
then cabbed home


Tuesday 30 09 2008

No papers on that day so no school
but went to school at like 8 plus near 9
cos there was training for the vball team joining the ihg
saw byron's handball team trng after vball trng ended
and joined them since i knew like more than half the ppl there
Went home to bathe after that and went out to pool again.
dam long since i have played pool cos of promos
my minimal skills become almost negligible already
the cue sports team friendlies with
singapore poly and yjc
sure die man lol cant throw face
ah that reminds me
i haven comf with them about the date of the friendlies
zzz.


Wednesday 01 10 2008

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri!
Had S17 class outing
Ice skating at JEC
at first was having second thoughts about going
during the night before and that morning
cos of some stuff on my mind
end up i arrived there like 1 hr late
also been sleeping v little
and played sports the past few days
while i was skating the time my legs were quite wobbly
it was my first time too
yes i know imanoob ty lol.
but boon said that i look like i skated before
so it couldnt have been too bad
at the start i didnt fall at all so was still okay
in the end fell 2 times
1st time some guy couldnt steer or what
cut in me and made me fell lol ass.
2nd time i was just dreaming dunno what i was doing heh.
after that was dinner at Sakura
dont really like the branch at sci centre
abit small and low standard
not the first time going there
but then already quite bored of sakura
all the branch the food almost the same
ate quite a few prawns yumyum


Thursday 02 10 2008

The day of the Inter House Games for pjc
Owens owned i tell you lol.
Netball - 1st
Volleyball - 1st
Frisbee - 1st
Handball - 2nd
Soccer - Finals (heard,i dunno who won)
Badminton - Not top 3
Bball - Not top 3
Floorball - No idea
i played volleyball
but like only had 5 teams instead of 6
byron didnt join i think
the matches against darwin and nobel were quite tight
i think against darwin there was one were
we were at deuce 2 times
but we had alrdy won the 1st of the 3 sets so still ok
Finals was against nobel.
they played not bad too
but we still won!
and i scored the last point heh heh.
Anyway, nice job by everyone in the team :)
even if u didnt play the last match
S17 also joined another 4 of the sports lol
boon and adel played in netball and got first
even though judy and annabel arent from s17
but still they contributed haha
some played in badminton and bball
but didnt win anything i think
its okay though.
Frisbee im not exactly sure who played
but should be a combi of s17 and s09 girls
wasnt much competition by some teams i think
And then handball.
This one i think was abit of a waste
could have won.
First match was against darwin and we won
finals was against darwin and we lost
they had the lead and then tried to play down the clock
At first i didnt know to join handball or vball
feeling abit wasted that i didnt join handball
maybe could have won
Nice playing by everyone though.
Congrats all!
Even if you didnt win anything :P


Friday 03 10 2008

Career Seminar Day
abit waste of time for me
heard everything last year
almost everything the same
most of the info they gave in the presentation
was the standard one u can find anywhere
outside exhibitions roadshows etc
only a few gave good insights into the
sorta like behind the scenes
of the jobs and career opportunities
ended at like 12 plus
didnt go out after sch ended
going into money saving mode
Investment too high, injection too low.
My econs must pass man.
slacked around in sch
playing psp and catching up on sleep
while everyone was chiong-ing PW
till around 6
went to lot one with some others


These few days average sleeping time
= 4 to 5 hours
tiring man.
lucky no lessons or whatnot
or else i would drop dead and fall sleep
my legs are starting to have ideas of their own already
Thats all folks, 130am already
Time to sleep 'earlier'
Bye GN.

Click here for more lol.