Its finally the weekend already,
but how come im not feeling anything?

Went to mr yap's house today to bai nian
together with bout 10plus ppl frm s17
his house was quite cool, very nice haha.
before that met some of them
and ate pastamania at lot 1
dun rly think the food there is very nice
soso standard only, easy to find elsewhere
after that, we all went to meimei's hse at JE
played mahjong and cards
lost 70 cents in mj even though my luck wasnt bad
played 3 rounds of daidi
first round won 1.20
2nd round won 1.10
3rd round lost 0.90
not bad, i think i have more hope in gambling
for daidi and blackjack,
im always seemingly losing at mahjong
no matter how good my luck is
even with noobs i also can lose lol.
had fun, but sucks cause sch starts tml
or rather later today.
how to get into the cny mood
when aft day 2, its school already
and we have like hw for the hols
stupid la
test hw lesson test hw lesson test hw lesson
never ending piece of shit tt keeps coming
almost seems like a shit buffet or sth
yes i noticed the lack of paragraphing
lazy to phrase my sentences properly
too tired and in a lousy and sian mood
off to sleep at 1am!
haven got much sleep nowadays
still gotta wake up in 5 hours and go to sch
how nice.
cya.

Leona Lewis
I Will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said
goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause
you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Without you I cant breathe,
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll
be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be (I'll be), all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, you know I'll
be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Hello im back!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
ANG POW COME PLEASE TY.

Recession, economy not very good nowadays
any xtra source of income would be
greatly appreciated :D

Recap of the week;

Wednesday
School as usual,
then cue sports trng after.
was late for trng cos the bus was full
and i had to wait for quite long too

Thursday
School ended at 330
was going to bugis with a few of my class peeps
as some were busy and could only leave at 6 plus
i wanted to complete some work before i left sch
i ended up playing 2 psp and 4 psp bomberman
i realised that i still have a childhood,
cos i won most of the games that i played
kicking bombs around and trapping other ppl
retro is fun lol.
At bugis, bought a tee for 12 bucks and went home alr
nth much there to my liking
thanks nut's mum for the free ride home!

Friday
CNY celebration day
dam slack, cos lessons end at 1030, sch ends at 1230
had 1 hr maths lecture, followed by pe
the sport module for this term is soccer
same as what i did when i was j1 the first time
after that played bball
and then rushed to the hall for the celebrations
after school
had mini class outing
at first had alot of ppl at the concourse
spending alot of time deliberating on where to go
classic 08s17 problem
decided on jp
end up less than 10 went lol
some suggested sushi or pizza
ended up eating burgerking
on tue when i went to jp,
i ate the same thing too -.-"
anyway while there
i saw jiajun again
i secretly think that she moved house to jp
ever since the extension opened.
anyway we walked around for awhile
then everyone went their seperate ways

Saturday
Played soccer in the morning
suddenly more than 1 ball moving around in the court
all the botak ns ppl. lol.
better not laugh at them, my turn comes next year.
after that went to town
bought a shirt from Espirit
(40 bucks not cheap sia)
bought another from Net
(11 bucks cheap cheap)
thats all, but those 2 tees i just find them still okay
still looking for very nice tees that are of decent quality
and dont cost as much as 1 week of my allowance

Sunday
Went father's side family in malaysia for lunch
and mother's side for dinner
inbetween went to queensway to get a red tie
you will almost nv catch me in a bright red shirt
so the next closest is a red tie
the red colouring of the tie is actually quite bright
aft dinner went to the river hong bao thingy
at the floating platform at marina bay
quite nice, with a tunnel thing made with lanterns
nice for taking photos, and also a big god of fortune
didnt take any pictures, too lazy and had no mood to
if you wanna know what it looks like
go down yourself :)

Today/Monday
Went to the temple beside bukit batok driving centre
in the morning, aft tt went home got changed
and then went to mother's side family for lunch
for some reason i didnt go to my father's side
either cause both my grandparents are six feet under
or because some of the relatives not in JB
so not very convinient,
or both.
Had steamboat dinner at home though.
All the oil from the food are entering though my mouth
and leaving through my face, zzz.


Random;

Going for visiting with my class tml.
School sucks.
I still dont have the CNY mood.
How to when school and hw is lingering arnd.
My nose has become a machine gun the whole day.
My first yawn was at 10am but now im still up at 1am
I wanna play mahjong!
I wanna play blackjack!
I wanna gamble!
And btw im legal to buy 4D okay.
So dont scold me for wanting to gamble :)

David Archuleta
A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Is it too much to ask for?
I feel like just giving up.
Maybe im only being too pessimistic.

Me is good boi me is here to blog againxzxz

Shall try to update more frequently
with shorter posts that contain less rubbish.
lol.

Went to the new jurong point extension today
its expanded 2 times alr in total?
dam big now lol.
went with ziwei and weicheng
was trying to find clothes for cny
she was trying to buy heels for work
saw quite a few ppl there

Jiajun and dilys,
apparently jj got a job as a magician
conning little kids into believing her tricks
i found a way to replicate one of her tricks
within the 2nd time she did it haha
but the rest i still dont know how its done
the pay is quite good i must day
15 bucks and hour -_-"
even better than the $10/hr i got for ushering

Saw wanfong and shafina
and after a while i saw
junjie yichuan and some guy which i didnt see
think they came tgt.
At first wanted go bugis today,
and then wf also said she gg bugis with them.
Ended up we met each other at JP, of all places.

Also saw 3 guys from my geo class,
but they didnt see me though.
i think they were in a hurry to the toilet lol.

Still cant find any nice clothes for cny!
Can anyone recommend places that sell
nice tees that are under $35 preferably
and maybe some good jackets/hoodies
my wardrobe is super outdated zz.
not much time/chance/luck to change.

Very lethargic in school today even though
it ends the earliest of all my days.
Maybe cause the previous day ended at 6
managed to play abit of soccer ytd.
and also a match with some sec sch boys
from a rugby team trng using pj's field.
Also today is the first day of the year
that i reach the class at the parade square
before the bell went off!
other than that i was always running in
or standing outside the gate lol.

Its 1am again zzz.
why cant school start at 5pm
and end at 1am or sth?
wishful thinking hahaha
ok time to go start counting alphabets
nites!

Hello im here to blog again.
Yes again since like
94537523485234 years ago
better blog fast before i distract myself again
i have concluded that i have an attention span
that is even shorter than
-insert funny phrase bout short things here-

lazy to think of it anyway.
dam sian. its monday already!
monday blues man
even more so this year
mondays are such short days
my timetable/lesson end timings:

Monday - 6pm
Tuesday - 130pm
Wednesday - 130pm
Thursday - 330pm
Friday - 130pm

ok maybe u are saying tt i have quite a few early days
but,
"Monday - 6pm" ?!?!?!?!
by the time i come out of class the school's a ghost town already
zzzz.
my only bright side to this is that
the last lesson is PE, 5-6pm
too bad no sun then, no tan
but at least its not v hot haha.

2 tests more on monday
and unfinished homework
zzz.
test hw boring lectures
test hw boring lectures
test hw boring lectures
test hw boring lectures
test hw boring lectures
see how boring my weekday life is?
just looking at it 5 times for each day of the week
is enough to bore me @_@

Looking forward to festivals and also
not really looking forward to them at the same time
on one side it means that theres a chance to go out
and celebrate etc without needing to go to sch
but then it also means that
another part of the yr has also passed
it was xmas, then new year.
v soon its cny, and then with a few more blinks,
another year has passed.
Im a childish person i dont really wanna grow up lol.
Often i find myself not thinking about things
not because i dont know what to do
but because i dont want to face up to it
i dont wanna have to think of how to react to it
and think about what may happen
how not to let it happen
and etc etc.
I have already grown to decide to let it go
let things run its due course by itself
cause if i even try
things will always revert back to its own ways later
not really worth the effect to keep trying
but sometimes i still do.

- 1 hour passed-

lol i got distracted again
seriously my attention span is super short
i sit down for like 5-10 mins and im bored alr

- another 30 mins pass-

pro right i just spent 1.5 hr inbetween like that.
okay i shall not digress already and finish this post.
today at first wanted to go out to study at lib
cant study at home for nuts
but end up didnt go find those at the lib
cos they like went at 9/10am
i was tired from the whole week of
not getting enough sleep
every night sleeping for around 4/5 hours only

went to sentosa ytd
as part of the celebration for ziwei's bday,
so fast 19 already, kanchiong right.
i only just turned 18 like 1 mth ago
as usual played bball vball suntan etc
at least this time got to use the vball courts
the last time i went,
they removed the courts because of zoukout
no court = no fun
might as well play at the playground downstairs

first week of school
nothing really exciting
my new CT even commented that my hair
is abit long, aka touching my collar
wth -.- i just cut 1 week before only
and its alrdy v short at the back now
i thought i would be safe
but apparently its not enough
maybe i should follow my ns friends
and cut slope 1 year in advance

quite lengthy post maybe
must quit the habit of dragging
and procastinating in whatever i do
all talk no action :x
2am already
4 hours of sleep again T.T

Happy New Year! :]

How time flies.
So fast and its 2009 already.

countdown at marina bay

(Haven blogged yet dun kanchiong ty lol.)

And i have decided not to blog
about the chalet and etc already.
But i have uploaded the pics onto facebook.
You can go see the pics and try to guess
what happened and what took place. lol.

Countdown 2009
Grad Night 08
S17 Chalet (BBQ Part 1)
S17 Chalet (BBQ Part 2)
S17 Chalet (Others Part 1)
S17 Chalet (Others Part 2)
S17 Chalet (Night Cycling)
S17 Chalet (Red House)

Tag Replies:

Joshua/Ranson/Steven:
Haha happy new year to you all too!

Elaine:
Helloooo

Carmen:
Sorry but i dont really know you :x

WY:
Update already!
You urself dun lazy go update also leh lol.