Some things always have a knack of screwing themselves up even when i plan for every single thing that may happen. When i try to avoid it, it comes to find me. When i try to solve it, it screws itself even deeper. Perhaps going to camp next week can help clear my mind. The last time i went there, it was like being cut off from society, cut off from your mundane life, from all the past experiences and existing problems. For the next five days i can live and try to ignore everything else. Feels almost like going overseas when you are in a foreign land, you leave all your troubles with behind, and bring only what you can fit inside your bag. ON the other hand, while going there may clear my mind for the five days im there, on the fifth day when i come back, it'll be all too soon. Back to face reality, everything would be much more obvious and in your face. Within no time i will start to miss the days at the camp, where life would be carefree, just whiling my time away, not needing to spend my time thinking about this, fretting about that, trying to do anything. Soon more things will crop up, more problems remain unsolved, and the cycle starts all over again, this time with me having the thoughts of how it would be better if i did not have all these things surrounding me. Would it be for better or for worse? I dont know. Its hard to say but my bet is with the latter. Too tired to bother, i will just wait and see.

Busy busy.
This post was in drafts since 9th
but was too lazy to add content and blog lol.


03 Nov
was the date of my class' OP
then overnight at darren's house
during evening watched a horror movie
its called stay alive
i watched before at his house
personally i think its not v scary
cos its about
how some video game players
die in real life the same way
as they died in the game
the actors are real but the horror
and ghosts etc are animated
but this during this 2nd time
i can safely tell you
some of the guys in s17
are really ball-less man lol
throughout the show
i kept scaring them at certain times
like when there was suspense
and sth was going to happen


04 Nov
after that we left at around 7 plus
at first were gg for supper/early breakfast
at around 3
but everyone lazed around and ended up
we wall just went home to get our stuff for
the class outing that day.

went home and slept for an hr since
there was nth to do at 7am in the morn
was supposed to meet at vivo at 10/11
cck mrt at 9/10
cant remember
but some ppl who said
i wont be late!
i sure wont fall asleep/can wake up!
end up by the time all reached cck
like 10 plus alr
then took bus 188 to vivo
like we werent late enough already
could be considerate and take the mrt
but since they wanna bus
then bus lo
as expected reached there late

then blah blah go sentosa blah blah
played vball bball soccer frisbee
and during while playing vball
some guys with a coach or sth
asked us if they wanted to play 2v2
then somehow become me and zhikai
playing with another 2 guys
and we won!
hohoho :D
easy as pie man no kick!
nola just joking heh
zhikai's cca is vball
bpghs vball ok!
then hes tall so can spike
the other 2 were still ok
not noob but not pro either

(wah tram worxzxzxz)
-acts excited-
after that then bball
while some played bridge at the same time
and then it rained
some jokers who decided to hide the slippers in the sand
probably regretted doing so cos it was raining
and took some time to find all the slippers
on another note maybe some didnt regret it
being less mentally capable and all
i dunno.

(everyone's blocking the map)
then everyone bathed
and went to shokudo

(woo shokudo weeeeeeeeeee)
ok dumb.
anyway its some japanese eatery
located at B1 of raffles city
works the same way as Marche
tap the card to order
tap more u tap the more food u get
when u pay while leaving u cry more too
eat eat and then go home sayonara


05 Nov
Badminton at cck stadium
half the courts were used for vball trng
which explains the difficulty
in booking a court
10 plus s17 people went?
not bad more than i expected.
im sure you know
what badminton looks like
not going to post a random pic.
not pics of that day awwww.
-insert emo pic here-


06 Nov
Went sch to take promotional status
aka retain or promote day.
heard 90 ppl went LT3
those were ppl who conditional promoted
means retainees were less than 90?
Stark contrast from last years rate
last yr there were around 200 who retain?
slightly less than 100 who left the sch?
if im not wrong
that together with last year's fabulous
pw grades of school average D
wheres the consistency man??
200 retainees to less than 90?
its not like they are smarter anyway
the conditional promotees had only 1 H1 1 H2 pass
i had 2 H2 pass and i couldnt promote
wth.
mind you H2 is supposedly harder than H1.
if they have to lower the criteria
i dun think the reason that this yr's batch is smarter
is justified in any way.
also i heard the principal's son
is one of those who conditional promote
hoho not saying anything u infer yourself
pj teachers love to read blogs
if i say anymore
i may experience a sudden increase in hw
or sudden low grades for my prelims
or maybe my hear would suddenly become
"very long and unacceptable"
Went to town etc after tt nth much.


07 Nov
Went town again nth much again.


08/09 Nov
Woo stay at home lol.
dislike going out on weekends
thats when everyone is out.
always stuff to watch on weekends
guiness 9 ball tour
F1 race tour
but now both have ended hmm.


10 Nov - 15 Nov
Go in go out
Go out go home
blah blah nth significant also
trying settle stuff i need for obs too
oh yah and CST trng on wed and fri also
cst = cue sports team btw.
Nice cca, just playing all the time lol.


16 Nov
Not going out tdy
trying to pack my obs stuff
and take more rest
falling sick at random times
still haven started packing though lol



Okay, have blogged already.
I know its long and dry.
Tried to put some pics lol.
Now i'll mia for another week or so.
Will be at OBS for camp from 17-21 Nov.
Byebyexzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
Twitx shitz

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Yangzhi:
Lazy and no time blog la.
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WY:
Huh why you ask me
hows big the spider?
I dont get it haha.

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Busy week the past week,
will blog soon when
i have time
or i have the mood to.
cya bbgn :]

White Flag
Dido

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

As expected Massa had first
near the end of the race
Hamilton was running in 5th place
just nice for him to win the Championship
and then sebastian vettel overtook hamilton
and hamilton dropped to 6th
which meant that he would lose the championship!
Then right at the last corner of the entire race
Timo Glock running in 4th had some problems
and his car slowed down
and so hamilton got 5th

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Screw you Timo Glock :((((
so many laps in the race
71 laps in fact
he had to break down
on the last lap of the whole race!!!!
noooooooooooob
and so hamilton that lucky ass
managed to win the drivers championship
hais :[

PS:
1st - Massa
2nd - Alonso
3rd - Raikonnen

Its the last race of the F1 2008 season
Points gap between 1st placed Hamilton
and 2nd placed Massa is 7.
Hamilton only needs a top 5 finish
to win the drivers championship.

FYI, per race
1st is 10 pts, 2nd is 8, 3rd is 6
then 4th, 5th etc is 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 pts
I think, should be la hah.
Most points at end of season = winner?
Its a no brainer lol.

Please rain!!!
Hamilton please crash!!!
BOOO!!!

Ytd night's qualifying
or rather this morn at 12mn
Pole position went to Massa
P2 to Raikonnen (Massa's ferrari teamamte)
P3 to Trulli (surprise surprise!)
P4 to Hamilton (haha suckerrrrrrrrrr)

Lets hope Hamilton gets stuck in traffic
and in a bid to get better track position
or to fend off ppl trying to overtake
he does something stupid
and crashes his car or sth.
Maybe his car's engine
after being used for the 2nd race in a row
will suddenly explode in fireworks or sth
woooo
Ferrari's engines are fresh btw.
Go Massa!!!!!!

PS: The race is from 1245am to 245am
Unearthly hour man
But i dont mind!
I dont sleep that early either :P

Tag Replies:

BOONxzxz:
Hello computer cave woman!
Finally got time to read blogs ah lol.
Elmo loves emo Nemos :)

WY:
Whats with the emo! :(
Wait till ur chalet you kanchiong spider. heh

SP:
LOL ty.

MP/Christine:
Either too lazy or too busy :P

Yangzhi:
By no accident it is this way. lol.

Joshua:
you dont have to take it anymore too haha.

Serena:
Done.

The Rest:
Helloooooooo.
Ok Bye.